Below are the 2 most recent journal entries recorded in Standing Still's LiveJournal:

Wednesday, December 24th, 2003
5:43 am	Freeform Freewrite As I say the words I feel as though my chest is empty There In the cold In the dark A wind blows Spinning Rushing Coursing in the tiny space Whistling through my ribs Once I love you Twice I love you And still it's not enough (Comment on this)
Saturday, April 26th, 2003
5:03 am	Three Kinds of Alone Past: Every happy memory I have seems tainted by subsequent painful memories. Present: I trust fewer people right now than at just about any other point in my life Future: Untouchable, unknowable, and all I have to offer me comfort in that realm is vague platitudes. It's been a long time since I've felt this utterly alone. But it doesn't hurt like it used to. It's just cold now. Current Mood: depressed Current Music: Yoko Kanno - "The Real Folk Blues" (4 Comments |Comment on this)